Traveling again

I currently sit in Logan Airport. Thoughts of the last few weeks zigzag across my mind bouncing off my skull like a ricocheting bullet. Once again I'm traveling for work, correcting and expanding it's empire of service for the bottom dollar. Traveling for work is usually never pleasant. People have it in their heads that if you travel with work it's this amazing wonderful experience. I just view it as time away from my friends and family. Time wasted that could be better spent with loved ones. This trip was different however. I got to see her again. Only for a extremely short time but enough that I'd spend a year traveling for work to be able to repeat.

I am always lost for words when my mind tries to force my tongue to articulate my feelings for her. The word love seems like just a small definition. A feeling that you can just mark with a label and put it to the side and continue on with your life. It isn't tho. The more i try and put a definition on my feels the more overwhelming they are. Can you define your feelings based on what you would give or do for someone? What you would let them do/give in return? It all seems like this amazing energy cloud that has no ending and is unfathomable.